I'm not your friend. I'm more.

Update tomorrow.
Lazy + tired : swei during hols.
Watching New Moon tomorrow with the 4awesome!

Happy 22nd Birthday, Jie!

Happy Advance 15th Birthday, Yoke Shan!

love,
From your dear sister and best friend,
Teh Shao Wei.

Oct 19. When i cut my hair.
Msn pic :)

eyhoo.

Days have been passing by so fast. It's like turning a page of your life when you're not even done reading. Really makes you appreciate life. I'm still learning how to live it haha New Moon is coming out this Thursday :D! (Darling Yoke Shan's birthday!) And I'll be with the girls in 1U. We watched Twilight together too last year at Sunway :) So we should make this a tradition, huh? I'll come back from Singapore and watch Eclipse with yaw'll next year :D! (if I can ahha)

I'm looking forward to New Moon cause Dakota Fanning is acting in it :) I really like her. I've always envied her but I never knew she was my age haha I think this is my first time watching her act as a bad person (Jane). And honestly, Jacob's werewolf self looks like a puppy. Why can't they make it more manlier? darker? haha his the Alpha wolf damnit! haha okay I better stop criticizing. Hell, I might even love the movie :D who knows, eh? Bring it on, New Moon. Flatter me!

Edward team? Jacob team?

I saw this in Singapore in an MRT station. I just love their contacts!
Dear, Santa. You know I want it :P


Gotogo.
Caos!

Words are hints to get to know the heart, right? Feelings are what we sense.

Hey :)

This staying in the house thing for what seems like forever isn't what I was hoping for during the holidays.Yes, my house is a place to relax but i wanna go out! And not just the casual movie, lunch, lepak kind. I want the extreme kind! like intense bowling, pool, wall climbing etc. You get my drift~

My blog needs more excitement too! or maybe I just don't wanna stay at home.. thinking about stuff. Its really not easy when you're a person in a house who thinks too much. Seriously, I'm not in good shape now. Its nothing big. Alot is going through my mind. It happens once in awhile. I want to solve all of this but its not easy. Life of a teenager, huh? I want to open up to loads of people but sometimes some things sound crazy to them eventhough it sounds perfectly logical to you. This questions, statements coming to me every now and then.

"Can they take it?"

"It will change when you tell them. You know that."

"People will look at you in a different way."

"Running away is worst than living the truth."

"Shouldn't i depend on myself more than them?"

"Stop being so weak!"

"Don't bottle things up."

"You may not feel it but they love you. They might not show it, but they love you unconditionally. Whether they have talked about that girl and her flaws.. not knowing you have a secret of your own. It okay.. to be scared."

"Be strong, love. Be there for them when they need you."

"Do they really know me?"

"I don't wanna be that kind of person. I wanna be a nice person. An independent, confident person. Not a quiet one. I wanna care more. I wanna show it. And not have this poker face.. its showing all the wrong emotions"

Whoah. Thats deep. But it's nice to know I can let some of it out here :).But this might scare you guys a lil. I'll make one thing clear. It is nothing big. Seriously. I have a tendency to exaggerate, I know it but those are the simplest words I can find now. I normally won't publish this post. But its no harm done. I know you guys won't judge me. That's how lucky i am. I am very grateful. Whether it's God or myself who earn this kind of friends. I am very lucky. I have alot of flaws I know. Noone is perfect. Hell I'm far from it. I can tell you one thing. I dont look down on myself. I actually look up to myself alot. Haha might sound abit ... but whatever as long as I'm optimistic. Its complicated la. But thats what makes it thrilling :D Like for example, I know a whole lot of you hate this emotional post and so do I but I'm still putting it up. And now, I feel like you think I just want to be pitied. I don't, okay! Don't ever give me your cheap symphathy unless you really mean it. I feel soo much better already. Funny, huh?

Gtg.
caos.

To save herself from sleeping.

I'm bored.
Save me.
Chem is getting interesting :).

A tiny sliver.

eyhoo!

I woke up at 12:03 today! my second time waking up after 12! HAHA Though sleeping after 12 is getting easier and easier. Nowadays 4 o'clock is like 2 o'clock to me so I better start rewiring my circuits soon haha This is gonna be some random post cause nothing you need to know of happened today. I just found the need to update my blog everyday eventhough its totally unsatisfying. I'm craving watermelons :D 

I'm planning to go jewellery shopping. Any girls interested?

Gotogo!

Baibai!

The end justifies the means.

Hey my fellow readers :)

Today was a really good day but i can't tell you why haha my dirty little secret. I'll tell you guys next time i promise :D! 

I can tell you one thing!

I did my nails again. OMG it costed a bomb! 120 bucks? hello! but whatever. The end justifies the means. 

Here you go my luscious nails!

I know! Glam, right? i love it x1000! haha It isn't clear but you can see most of it.

If only I had my camera but no, I left it in Singapore (if you read my previous post), so i had to use my webcam. If only they didn't have the flash there. If not, it wouldn't turn out so blur! But thats the best it can do so i gotta live with it haha

HAHA SUCKERS!

I didn't go for a RM120 manicure (I'm not that rich to use all that money) I did em' myself! Yes, I really did. Haha talented Swei :)

Since I'm free~ I'm gonna tell you what I used. I would teach you step by step but I don't have any nails to teach you with. Sorry! I'll do it again, aight? (Not like anyone actually cares Lol I just felt like advertising abit)

All you need are six items. I got em' cheap!

1. 1/each glittery pink&maroon coloured nail polish from Faceshop.
2. 1 pure glitter from Watson.
3. 1 Silky Girl base coat from Watson.
4. 1 Maybelline glossy pink from Watson.
5. Bling bling from Teddy Tales.

All of them come cheap. So its really to your benefit :)

Time to go!

Everyone wish Natalie Hay a Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, my dear Nat!

I love you!

I wanted to upload your photo! BUT! it was too big so it's taking LONG! Anyway, Have a damn happy birthday!

cao!

I kicked it but it came back.

Hey, my unknown readers!

I finally kicked myself in the ass and decided to update :) Hooray! HAHA 

Alooot has been going on! This is all i can remember at this moment. There was.. 

1. Grandmother's birthday party.
2. Makeover from Estee Lauder.
3. Last day in SriKL. (Took lots of pictures! Was about to cry haha I'm gonna miss everyone! And I do mean EVERYONE)
4. Trip to Singapore.
5. Got my Chemistry and Add Math book to study. (Ya know, Singaporeans are a tad a lot of kiasu-ness so I don't want to lag off. So why not start now? haha!)

I wouldn't update on what's been going on cause it'll be a hefty looong post and a boring one at most. So I'll entertain yaw'll with pictures! (OF ME LOL) sorry! but I left my camera in  Singapore and can only get it back on Thursday. I've been glued to my bed ever since i came back from Singapore haha I'm like a fungus growing on a tree. If my bed were alive, it'll probably complain a whole lot. But that would be completely scary. Omg yeaa.. *wandering in her thoughts* oKAY im back! HAHA 

Before i bore you summore, 

Here are the pics from I have no idea when :)

AND TODAY! :







Cao, muchachas!